Infatuated

Sitting like mud I'm

Stuck on the idea of

You & I

Suspended

In the atmosphere of imposibilites

And lust flavored sentiments

It's sweetness teases the senses

And confuses reality

Yet, I come back for more

Eagerly awaiting the

Sensuality of your voice

And affectionate tones expressing how you feel

To be next to me

As souls mingle, heal, and mend misfortune away.

Let us grow together

In the soil of commitment and happiness

And establish roots within the

Vibes and emotions and circumstances that

Brough us together in the first place.

Trust.

Love.

And let it be.

-LaToya Renee'

October 2009, Early Fall, Almost Full Moon

Falls here

Or so the weather man said

But I still feel her

I sense her heat

As she tries to cling on to what we had

Days when my presence

Made her shine her brightest

And her and I

We would spend hours at a time together

The world was our playground

And even when it was time for sleep

I still felt her.

A blanket shielding me from the cold.

She knew I hated the cold.

But those days are ending now.

She doesn't shine so bright now.

And when bed time comes,

She slips away with the night now.

Slipping out of my grasp

As I fall deeper and deeper

Into Autumn.

Luna,

She wants me.

I see her.

Always saw her.

When the ties died down,

She would come.

Stripping.

Teasing me.

Showing me how jealous she was

Of the sun.

And tonight,

I will cling to her.

She will be my late night lover.

Sending me chills that I will learn to crave for.

She'll make me beg her.

Beg her to stop teasing.

Apologize for ignoring her.

Promise to never again

If she would just show me her soul.

Tomorrow... she says.

-LaToya Renee'

Written: October 3, 2009

Full Moon On: October 4, 2009